[Felix rests his forehead against Dimitri's shoulder, blinking back tears that have slowed their fall.
This closeness... is oddly similar to the moment they've shared some nights ago. Except that it's by no means night at the moment, despite what the darkness that hung over them may suggest. There's also an added layer of distance to them, their clothes providing some sort of shield from the vulnerabilities they chose to bare that day. The moment had also long passed for the words he was tempted to say back then, but perhaps...]
There's something else... I can't forgive myself for.
[Felix whispers against Dimitri's chest, a hand fisting into Dimitri's shirt. The solace this embrace gives is heartening, yet painfully sweet in a manner Dimitri's words have never been. And it has his thoughts lingering upon matters it otherwise shouldn't. A path he shouldn't tread, yet finds himself on the crossroads of, his foot one step away from continuing down it.]
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This closeness... is oddly similar to the moment they've shared some nights ago. Except that it's by no means night at the moment, despite what the darkness that hung over them may suggest. There's also an added layer of distance to them, their clothes providing some sort of shield from the vulnerabilities they chose to bare that day. The moment had also long passed for the words he was tempted to say back then, but perhaps...]
There's something else... I can't forgive myself for.
[Felix whispers against Dimitri's chest, a hand fisting into Dimitri's shirt. The solace this embrace gives is heartening, yet painfully sweet in a manner Dimitri's words have never been. And it has his thoughts lingering upon matters it otherwise shouldn't. A path he shouldn't tread, yet finds himself on the crossroads of, his foot one step away from continuing down it.]